Once Again

i said, that i won't make you lonely

anywhere, i'll just be there for you

and i said, i could take away your worries

and wait you till the end

(Chorus)

But no matter what i said, i've made you feeling lonely

keeping you to stay, and leaving you to worry

what else can i say, what else do i take

when i'm the one who says i love you

no matter what i said, you don't deserve a sorry

everything you gave, was more than all my stories

i tried to keep myself awake, reading all your touch and grace

can i love you once again

you'r there, everytime i'm thinking all of you

i don't care, and i ain't just saying for you

everyday, you'r part of me in every single way

just everything i care (*rpt chorus)

i did not mean to walk away, but i was just afraid

afraid of being empty, afraid of you'd leave me there

i don't think so much again, again and again

you'r there with me a day and a day

and i've never cried since you went away

i just don't know who i am

my love for you is not just a play

and i know i'd do my best to be there

with you ~ once again

This is the fifth song i wrote for my dardar. (i'm not good in doing anything for you but i'm really not simply making compromises... in the near future i don't know what will happen, and i'm happy that i'm so worried of you all the time, but i'm disappointed at myself that nothing i could do to be with you. To be with you, i do not wish for all the good moments or sweet time, just spending time with you is enough for me. Maybe i really think a lot, for our future, for our dreams, for everything around you and me, isn't that bad right? My love is not a greatest love, even i am not a great person doing great things, i just love you. When i'm saying these i'm really not wanting you to understand whatever i say, i just want to let you know how much you mean to me. We've gone through the stages of suspicious, argues and even ignorance.. and many more problems that i had thought of, your future, your everything and how i can be with you just like how we are now. Too much thinking won't help, i know, i'm working hard too. Don't be stressed out and feeling emotional because i'm here, i miss you. Even though at times i really can't control myself from thinking further and further, i'm always reminded that you are there with me too. Just want to say thank you dardar, i'm not anybody but you are really somebody for me. P.s, i love you.)